About Me

I used to work for a big government agency of the three-letter variety.  I resigned in September 2011 to be a full-time mom to my awesome almost-preschooler son and daughter on the way.

In November 2011, 6 months into my pregnancy, I gave birth to my daughter, Holly Faith, who was stillborn.  It was a tragic experience that has changed and is continuing to change me, and has forced me to re-examine life, death and everything in-between.

I'm really just a regular, boring person trying to navigate my post-loss, post-worker-bee world.  I'm not a perfect wife or mom, but I'm learning as I go and beginning to cut my neurotic self some slack.  I have no idea how this new ttc journey will go, or if I will ever be truly ready for trying again.  All I know is that my heart physically aches for a baby to care for.  I hope I know what I'm doing!  (I don't).  I have faith that the Man Upstairs will help me figure this all out.

Thanks for coming along on my journey!